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    May 03

    心情不好

    最近过得不好，只是每每想发泄或酸腐的时候又没了勇气
    当有大把的时间可以挥霍的时候，现实便成为一种折磨
    终于想明白一个问题，我过去的二十多年的生命里
    甚至没有尝试过独立地做一次决定
    无非是被命运之类东推西让，凡此种种
    于是一直以来，我没有判断力、优柔寡断、想尽一切办法规避选择和改变
    这样的认知让我痛苦不已，只是一如既往地无能为力
     
    我尝试将问题的根源归结于运气
    却发现这个解释是如此的苍白无力
    那些固执的极端主义
    在一个又一个浪潮中肆意轰击……
     
    [停]
     
    习惯性的放大情绪，麻木以后继续沉溺于幻想世界
    做什么事都是一副无精打采
    任何时间任何地点难挡的困意
    这实在是一种病态
    既然没有所谓的桃花源，自然没有陶渊明留给后人膜拜
    今人拥有的，大概不过眼口手鼻而已
     
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    喆倩 许wrote:
    叶子。。。你是不是思考人生思考地过多了阿。。。
    May 9
    springwrote:
    是不是包子说过，叶子你已经给了你的生活一个悲观的假定。
    思考生活是痛苦的。但真正过生活应当是幸福的。
     
    May 8
    嗡 嗡wrote:
    叶子。。。我也觉得自己没做过什么决定。。。突然觉得不知道二十年来是怎么过的。。。
    May 4
    piqiusiwrote:
    我觉得，“决定”不一定能决定最后的“结果”
    另，运气应该是客观存在的东西，我认为是这样
    May 4
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    okeydoke wrote:
    LU KAI YE姐姐,心情不好找我吃饭吧,包你好!
    May 4
    曦 陆wrote:
    能不能题个文不对题的问题。。。为什么只有凉拌茄子。。。
    May 4
    ye xiawrote:
    写blog都能押韵。。要膜拜下。。
     
    其实我们每时每刻都在做决定啦，只是有些能被看见，有些不能。至少你决定过去香港，半年，相对于20年来说，也不至于被忽略吧。。
    May 4

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